tell me something i don't know.

hey world,
it's only 2.28am in the morning, yeah i know it's late now actually but
i gotta blog this, i don't know how it came from and i can't believe i'm gonna say this but yes
i got a bit feeling of broken hearted at this hour now.
i don't know why and i felt my heart is tearing.
somehow, this kinda stupid though
i thought i could stay strong, move on and look forward
cheering and others but then there's something came out that it would torn me into pieces
yes, actually i'm weak, fragile, the soul of regrets
thinking back those days we had, and now it's just remaining a dream
although i smile infront of everyone to prove i'm happy and i'm alright
but actually inside my soul
it's so sore.

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sometimes you couldn't understand who am i
to be honest, i can see, you couldn't understand what is my character was.
among the ex's, they made my day miserable but now you made me into nobody
i cannot define anything, everything messed up and end up clumsy
everyday faking, it might be a good choice, but it made me sore
even so, how much i've said my feelings here, you wouldn't understand though

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a simple wish
just a lil wish
how i wish you're mine again
playing love songs
fights for love
and many interesting things
but no. it wont be anymore
not anymore,
i'd lost believing on you
i'd turn the love into hatred
the evil took my chance go away
it took my heart away and turn into black hearted
fragile
cold
solo
ain't no more chances
i stay where i belong
hiding and pretending
crying hard out of my soul
believes there's no more hope
losing faith
begging to fix it
but it was too late
i'd dropped a tears, heart breaking, it bleeded
and
it untouchable heart.