It's after 12

Well, let me shoutout something in the bottom inner of me

Its so damn awful and selfish to do so and decide the wrong way
it really is sour feelings of deactivating it..

i really dont wanna do this acts but i force to do so
i dont want to misunderstand the stupidity of my feelings playing my head game
you would say its silly to do this acts but for me, its complicated and rare
im kinda girl rare to be expected with crazeness feelings playing a game on me

you might say not a big deal for this kinda like thingy feeling
but to me its different and i found it is so wrong to do so
and i understands our standards and not the meet up kinda friends
its random and from random i caught myself wrong attention

I dont know why i come up with this..
its just not so me but i got this doofus feelings to "someone" who really close-friend-chat-with
Its has been a little mistaken i've took attention to a wrong way
its sounds stupid and silly and dumbass..
although i liked you but i dont want it become more and more deeper misunderstands
the problems it isnt from you but it came out from me..
if you understands and not angrying on something but i hope you understand..